“Who do you think you are!” My heart cries out with longing to let this sentence out loudly at this moment.Not only my heart but also did my mouth want to say it out violently to face up to him! However, I have to admit that I must tolerate and let nothing out. Moreover, I almost cry with tears but I prevent them from falling down and nothing had happened at last.
At this moment, I must endure the unsound words and I must understand that uncontrolability and impulsion has nothing to do with the solvement of problems. The sensibility tells me that I must control myself and calm down no matter how much fire under my heart.
I warn myself to know suffering and sorrow is real life. Every living person has its problem. A problem-free life is an illusion and a mirage in the desert. I have to accept that fact!
In other words, I may not have chosen the tough time of life, but I can compose the responses and choose the postive solutions to the problems. For instance, what is a postive reaction after my supervisor scolded me? Cop out or run away? No! Such negative responses can only produce greater problems by promising a temporary solution to the pressing problem. The postive solution may require courage to initiate it. If I can control the tough time, I do control the problem’s effects on me. That’s to say, I shouldn’t avoid the pains which was brought with the scold from my supervisor while find a right way to solve it. Now I just keep waiting to contact with the project manager to make sure what I should assure of. I shouldn’t be hurry.
Now I’m ok. I don’t be angry any more. I’m fortunate that I possess the tolerance.
This year is of difference in its own way. In other words, it goes along with uncommon changes now and then. Regardless of national ones, I just talk about my personal experience.
To be exact, I don’t know how to convey my feelings about those days.Since I graduated, I hadn’t resumed all the time. I always feel a lot of stress on my shoulders. Sometimes, I felt tired but I told myself that I should hold on. For instance, I trekked a long way to seek for suitable jobs after my graduation. I tried over and over again just for a better one last year. Forget it,it passed.
Nothing is impossible to a waiting mind. Finally, I got the present job,a trade assistant in a private company. I pretty like it although the company is not of a huge magnitude with scores of staff. What’s more important, I enjoy my work along with my colleagues and so on. In addition, I apprieciate such harmony in the whole setting as well as there are no so-called complex relationship to deal with.
However, change came after the new year day. Two colleagues in my department ,the sum total of four, are about to leave for some reasons. In other words, all trade stuff are taken over by the rest, the other one and I. What’s worse, the other one is now pregnant and she will take days off on apace. So most of trade stuff will be rushing to me though we will employ new ones. As a matter of fact, I’m not sure whether I can survive it. I even don’t know if it is a chance or not to improve myself. Whatever!
Now I have nothing to do but accept that fact and require courage to initiate it.
Wish me good luck!
I have read a passage named ‘save’ . After reading it, I feel a bit of moved and would like to share it with all of you.
It tells a story that a little boy Weily saved a man in the street. You must know, this little boy is not the same as common children for he has got a serious illness for a long time and the life is about to stop. However,he is such a very optimistical boy and like getting up early as well as making exercise though which is not allowed by his doctors. Like sunshine, he looks so happy and glad every day that nobody believes he got the unhealed disease. The other morning, he went exercising outside early as usual.All of sudden, he found a man lying on the road in the corner. Watching the man carefully, Weily knew he got a severe disease and was dying. As we know, Weily wasn’t able to save him by himself but to save him, Weily tried his best to pull the man away and make him found by others. Finally, someone found them. Weily just told him to send the sick man to go to the hospital and fainted at once. You know, Weily wasn’t allowed to be so tired to do something for his serious illness and if do so, he will be dangerous. Afterward, the sick man were saved and came to Weily with longing to reward him. To our surprise, Weily only hoped the sick man could do the same thing as he did in the future. The man promised. Several years later, Weily fainted on the road and was saved by a little boy . Do you know the little boy? He was the very son of the sick man who was saved by Weily several years ago.
I am absolutely moved by this simple story not only by Weily but also by the sick man and his son. For all of them are kind people. On the one hand, Weily save other’s life regardless of his own life. He never complained his fate and any human-beings; On the other hand, the sick man not only kept his promise but also taught his son to do the same thing. This sort of kindness,I believe, must be followed generation by generation.
Actually,I feel ashamed after reading this article. Now and then, I complained the fate or society once I met some difficuty or trouble. After doing so, I had no good mood.Contrast with it, I got more depressed than ever.
As a matter of fact, we should thank our life as it makes us grow up gradually. Thank frustrations,thank happiness,thank everything. All of these make us have a chance to be a real one .
