There would be ups and downs on one’s lifetime, just face them and fight with them,
Conversely you will cherish them in your deep heart and regard them as whole-life treasurable memories.
From 1th, May , 2008, things become more and more transparent, out of my expectation completely, there comes another girl between us, she love him so deeply so uncontrollable, and all the things had happen when we are in college , but nothing I got since then. and what about him, he said he is just sympathy for her from the beginning ,and day after day she fell in love off him deeply, she live just for him , how pure girl she is. He can not refuse her at that time…….All of their experiences I believe him afterwards. Many things happened just because the time and chance given, and that is all depend on me, in largely , it is me is life play a joke on me, and life just let me learn some lessons about the journey of life.
he say he love me, and I response to him :’ every man can say love to any girl, that is your men, I would hardly believe the word “love”. This is my attitude toward to him all long time, amI wrong, and he always angry to me:” u should be tender and gentle not like this” In retrospect, I would never be tender to him before, I don’t know about Man, but he is so-call man, he always need me, and ask for me to live and work with him together, I always refuse because of my fears about future. I remain leave him from Beijing by myself, the day I left it rains heavily, he found me all around the railway station and the hotels nearby our accommodation, and he wet through.. the day after tomorrow, he ask for one day leave, he surround the station and go over all the trains head to Fujian province………….
Now I go with him to Guangzhou this year, and work here. Every day he get up early with me to catch the timely bus as you would be late if you postpone 10minutes to wait the bus coming.
Every lunch he prepare for me , cook for me ,and sometimes he wash clothes consciously. Last night, the same as normal, he cook for me , the meal is the same , simple , one dish and one rice for us. He always wait for me even if he is hungry really, he would not eat until I come back at about 20:00 o’clock. I tell him eat not to wait for me, but he said it is unmeaning to eat just myself. Very time we have meal, he would eat very fast and sense it is very delicious, however, last night, I turn to him:” would u be slower more without noises.” And he loose temper , turn faces to me:” I tender u more , by return, u temper to me” i know he is too hungry to eat, I just worry about his stomach would be burdened. However, we keep silent and eating , he slow down eating. After meal, I speak to him initiatively, I want to bath later on, would u do so? He smiled I want u dry wash my hair.
We are steady in our relation .happy and simple life surround us although we do not have any deposit in hand now.
